A-Reality

There is reason to celebrate however I’m not happy =S.
Today I had my 25 Meter 1 Arrow Championship.
My first set of arrows were:

Totalling on 217 points.
Which was good since I stayed out of the blue zone, everything was 7 or higher.

My second set was:

(sub)Totalling 221 points.
Now, ok I did shoot more points, BUT I entered the blue zone, and when that happened I was angry.
Now … I had a total of 438 points…..

Tied for 1′st place!!!…

but =/ my opponent had scored 13 “10″s where I only scored 12.

=S which sucked even more, cause
IF I didnt shoot that 6, but a 7 (it was just on the border =/ which makes it even worse)
I would have been 1st.
So…. when you see me. you will be looking at the “almost dutch champion 25m1p”.

Wot DA FOK….
A few days ago I recieved this letter… saying I was invited for the BK 25m1p.
Damn! I now belong to the top 10 (of my class) archers of the Netherlands on 25m1p…
well.. 29th is my competition, wish me luck :p

Whaaaaa….
I’m now officially the PRINCE of Ogio.
(recurve that is)

YAY!
Today I had a club competition….
“Real Ogio”… for only club people.
30 arrows per distance, 3 distances (18,25 and 30 meters).
After 90 arrows most people got really really tired, as did I.
I made it ranked 3rd into the Semi-Finals based on my scores.
There I went on a winning streak and got myself a GOLD medal!
WOOT!

Yes this still applies to me.
Just recently I bought myself a PS3 slim.
Now seeing I’m still a little short on cash, currently I only have FFXIII.
But more games will come soon, no doubt there.

OMG… I was cleaning up some trash gadgets… and I found my IPod Nano… 1′st generation.

So… remembering why it ended up at my “junk gadgets”…
battery was kind of dead for years already he he he, turn it on and it shuts down instantly.
Charge it for an hour, day, week, month it all didn’t matter.
So, techie that I am I’m now wondering why I never bothered to replace the battery myself.
*shrugs* probably was too lazy to do so, anyway ordered a new battery and waiting for it to arrive.

Wonder if the music on it still exists, would be awesome to find all those ‘oldskool’ songs I liked.
but lost =/ and cant remmeber by name.

Spam has found it’s way to my weblog again…
Thanks to that comment area thingie they can spam me…
but then my spamfilter eats their spam… heheh lol.
too bad there ain’t any real comments thou =(

Like day follows night, and night is followed by day
I smiled and moved on, all that was left for me to do.

Wished our chapter never ended, you know the feeling,
It’s like when you’re reading a really good book.
But our chapter ended so sudden
my face struck, by a mean right hook

Woke me up from my world of dreams
However I’m still daydreaming it seems
I don’t know anymore what to do,
this poem I intended to write for two.

First of all for my angel, who went back to above.
And then there’s you, who makes my heart ache and head spin
Looking back at this poem, I guess it’s all about you
Never thought I’d say this again but, could it be love.

The first day I saw you I didn’t know where to begin.
Uncertain of what I was feeling, scared to mess up
Exited for this new world that opened up to me
But also scared of everything what could be

I felt like a newborn wolf pup
Finally the last day I overcame my fears
walked up to you and said: “Can we talk? I have something to say”
It has been a while since I felt this way

You turned me down, feelings for someone in your hometown
You said: “Probably heard this a million times but your time will come,
some day you will find the one.” Not knowing what you’ve just done.
I replied with: “well can we at least be friends”

While deep inside, my heart shattered

Years have passed, days went on and on.
I didn’t know how to live, since you were gone.
People keep telling me: Let it go, set it free

Time won’t stand still, it just doesn’t, and nor should you.
It won’t get any better, what is there left to gain?
Stop blaming yourself, it wasn’t your fault; quit living in pain.

Smile and move on, that is all there is left for you to do.

Six years have passed by
Not a single one without you on my mind
Every time I keep asking why

I tried to move on
Kept telling myself that you are gone
But I can’t let go, can’t be left behind

Keep seeing you everywhere I look
I know, if you could tell me one more thing
You would say:

“Finish this chapter, close this book”

Is there such thing as a true love.
I can’t tell, yet you were my angel from above.
Days have passed since you left me.
Life was great with you around, true love could it be?

That accident happened, which took you away.
I miss you, that is all there’s left to say.
Still thinking back to the time we had together.
Every minute of joy, that is what I should try to remember.

Life isn’t fair, that is obvious now.
Moving on is the key, yet I have troubles in how.
I tried to erase you from my memory, as if you never existed
Running away from my feelings, that’s what I really did, I fled.

Time has come to face the truth.
Yet troubled feeling consumes me from the inside.
I am, and feel lonely now; just like in my youth
Worried about it I am, something I can’t nor should hide.

But living in the past won’t do anyone good.
How lonely I am, I shall not allow it to influence my mood.
You’ll be in my heart for ever and always.
I will cherish the sweet moments we had, I will cherish those days.

But like day follows night, and night is followed by day.
It is time for me to move along, time to get on my way.

Just giving you a heads up :-p

I’m re-posting all my poems…
Don’t feel like putting them away on a seperate page :-p
So they all will appear on this front page…. and all together are findable by the category: “Poetry”

Okay, so… rather than going to each and every site to update my log there…
anyway you’ll probably only see truncated text, so go to my site to read the rest

I’ll just have them (hyves/facebook etc) import my rss feed from this site =) which I will update much much more often… like once in a few weeks when I feel like it :p
This however does ensure you that you have something new to see :p ’cause I don’t really feel like updating my hyves/facebook/whatever… :p

Yep, I’ve finally done it.

I’ve uploaded all the important photos made by me (and friends).
Unfortunately I’ve lost a few albums in the past so don’t have those anymore.
But, there’s plenty to go around; and even more yet to come.

Hurry up and click the gallery button and go look for yourself!

Oh yeah… Lets see.. how this works…
Video of me shooting my bow placed on YouTube…

Today I had the district competitions B rank recurve with my team.

Unfortunately we had our “ups and downs” at about the same time.
This ment that on score we performed much worse than the 1st half.
We did not get placed in the finals with a difference of 1 point
Guess I should’v trained a bit more to up my average a little bit more.

Slowly but steadily A-Reality.nl is beeing rebuilt.

The layout is pretty much the way it should be,
and I’m now working on the contents.
Hopefully I’ll remember not to poke in places I should not
and I wont have to rebuild again…..

Some of the photo’s have been uploaded as well,
sadly my new gallery doesn’t fully support movies yet so…
Oceanborn, I’m guessing your going on youtube!
because I can embed those movies more easily

Some of my time is being taken away by me shooting my bow…

I started somewhere around December 2008 with archery.
Now, about 2 years later I’ve had my 1′st district championship.

Even thou it’s just Class 6…
(with A being Highest, followed by: 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8)
I’ve managed to have quite a successful outcome.
With 460 points I’ve placed myself 11th out of 16
However in the finals I managed to work my way up to a 4th place.

My first competitor was a 6th ranked person on points,
in 12 arrow’s he scored 100 points, and so did I; a shoot-off followed
He shot an 9, and I scored an X (inner 10).

My second competitor was a 14th ranked person.
He was performing better than in the rankings matches.
However I beat him with a score of 92 points versus his 85.
(think he saw me shooting a near perfect X in my shoot-off)

My luck however then ran out, I got placed versus the 2nd ranked.
I realised at that moment that I had a shot for 3rd place or even higher.
Missed the target completely once and lost about 7 points.
If I did not miss that shot I might have become 3rd or even 2nd.
His score of 85 was enough to beat my 79 points
(with 1 of my arrows scoring 0 points rather than my average 7)

As you can see probably by now
www.A-Reality.nl has changed it’s looks.

This was done because I was poking in an area I should not poke in,
I broke my previous site and had to rebuild.

This is what has come out of it for now.

There are still some minor changes to be made but
overall this will be the new look of A-Reality.nl