Spam has found it’s way to my weblog again…
Thanks to that comment area thingie they can spam me…
but then my spamfilter eats their spam… heheh lol.
too bad there ain’t any real comments thou =(
Like day follows night, and night is followed by day
I smiled and moved on, all that was left for me to do.
Wished our chapter never ended, you know the feeling,
It’s like when you’re reading a really good book.
But our chapter ended so sudden
my face struck, by a mean right hook
Woke me up from my world of dreams
However I’m still daydreaming it seems
I don’t know anymore what to do,
this poem I intended to write for two.
First of all for my angel, who went back to above.
And then there’s you, who makes my heart ache and head spin
Looking back at this poem, I guess it’s all about you
Never thought I’d say this again but, could it be love.
The first day I saw you I didn’t know where to begin.
Uncertain of what I was feeling, scared to mess up
Exited for this new world that opened up to me
But also scared of everything what could be
I felt like a newborn wolf pup
Finally the last day I overcame my fears
walked up to you and said: “Can we talk? I have something to say”
It has been a while since I felt this way
You turned me down, feelings for someone in your hometown
You said: “Probably heard this a million times but your time will come,
some day you will find the one.” Not knowing what you’ve just done.
I replied with: “well can we at least be friends”
While deep inside, my heart shattered
Years have passed, days went on and on.
I didn’t know how to live, since you were gone.
People keep telling me: Let it go, set it free
Time won’t stand still, it just doesn’t, and nor should you.
It won’t get any better, what is there left to gain?
Stop blaming yourself, it wasn’t your fault; quit living in pain.
Smile and move on, that is all there is left for you to do.
Six years have passed by
Not a single one without you on my mind
Every time I keep asking why
I tried to move on
Kept telling myself that you are gone
But I can’t let go, can’t be left behind
Keep seeing you everywhere I look
I know, if you could tell me one more thing
You would say:
“Finish this chapter, close this book”
Is there such thing as a true love.
I can’t tell, yet you were my angel from above.
Days have passed since you left me.
Life was great with you around, true love could it be?
That accident happened, which took you away.
I miss you, that is all there’s left to say.
Still thinking back to the time we had together.
Every minute of joy, that is what I should try to remember.
Life isn’t fair, that is obvious now.
Moving on is the key, yet I have troubles in how.
I tried to erase you from my memory, as if you never existed
Running away from my feelings, that’s what I really did, I fled.
Time has come to face the truth.
Yet troubled feeling consumes me from the inside.
I am, and feel lonely now; just like in my youth
Worried about it I am, something I can’t nor should hide.
But living in the past won’t do anyone good.
How lonely I am, I shall not allow it to influence my mood.
You’ll be in my heart for ever and always.
I will cherish the sweet moments we had, I will cherish those days.
But like day follows night, and night is followed by day.
It is time for me to move along, time to get on my way.
Just giving you a heads up :-p
I’m re-posting all my poems…
Don’t feel like putting them away on a seperate page :-p
So they all will appear on this front page…. and all together are findable by the category: “Poetry”
Okay, so… rather than going to each and every site to update my log there…
anyway you’ll probably only see truncated text, so go to my site to read the rest 
I’ll just have them (hyves/facebook etc) import my rss feed from this site =) which I will update much much more often… like once in a few weeks when I feel like it :p
This however does ensure you that you have something new to see :p ’cause I don’t really feel like updating my hyves/facebook/whatever… :p
Yep, I’ve finally done it.
I’ve uploaded all the important photos made by me (and friends).
Unfortunately I’ve lost a few albums in the past 
so don’t have those anymore.
But, there’s plenty to go around; and even more yet to come.
Hurry up and click the gallery button and go look for yourself!
Oh yeah… Lets see.. how this works…
Video of me shooting my bow placed on YouTube…
Today I had the district competitions B rank recurve with my team.
Unfortunately we had our “ups and downs” at about the same time.
This ment that on score we performed much worse than the 1st half.
We did not get placed in the finals with a difference of 1 point
Guess I should’v trained a bit more to up my average a little bit more.
Slowly but steadily A-Reality.nl is beeing rebuilt.
The layout is pretty much the way it should be,
and I’m now working on the contents.
Hopefully I’ll remember not to poke in places I should not 
and I wont have to rebuild again…..
Some of the photo’s have been uploaded as well,
sadly my new gallery doesn’t fully support movies yet so…
Oceanborn, I’m guessing your going on youtube!
because I can embed those movies more easily